Help. suicide is on the cards....?

I felt like that and once I did try to kill myself but it didnt work and now I'm happy it didn't coz if I think about how sad and depressed my mother and all of my family and friends would be if I did die! So just think how selfish it would be if you did die and how it would make everyone elses lives ten times worse than yours is now! Please don't commit suicide, good luck and try to get some sort of restraining order or call 0800 1111 and talk to childline for advice, I did and it's anonymous aswell. Good luck x ;) ( take this advice seriously because as you have figured I am the experienced one here)